In the Colors of the Times, cont.
by

Whenever I saw old lines of writing grow dim and their hidden content become the present day, then I understood. The future is creation’s homeland, and from it blows the word-god’s wind.
— Velimir Khlebnikov

J. V. DJUGASHVILI & PIERRE RESTANY

It is not a secret but one does not tell it.
— Gertrude Stein

Pandemonium of flashing petals
The clatter the modems make
It propagates a narrowed silence
Shapeless — nothing was of miracles

The artist had in my dream
Forgotten the region I devised
(Varied but in no way uneven)
Hit the rockface of solitude with the hammer of uncertainty
So that the trajectory we objected from
No longer corresponds with what is plainly in evidence

Tho it is here that a paradoxical but very significant 
Phenomenon becomes evident
Since the apparently insurmountable disagreement is
Nothing more than apparent:

Exempt from contempt
Gods may do what cattle cannot
They disassemble themselves
Into the panicked mouths of the manic devout

Finished growing thing
Bound up & dumped in the river or
Tossed to shoulder from motor vehicle to
Molder on mechanically stabilized earth
Let it lie bruised for a monument
Dispense the authenticated fragments to the faithful

		*

Silence was knowing
Speech is now gnawing
Nervously on our children’s cadavers

Pronouncing death
Sentences

The flesh be bugged
A hitch in the arrangements
With teeth set on table’s edge
Give a good hard bang

Muzzle bloodied
To the buzzing helicons’ 
Omertà & cratylism of
Fac-simmed procgen diamat

Hopeless power epitomizes prophesizers 
Visionary incompetents drowningly consulted
Give panegyrics of enamel animals
& laugh on the other sides of their faces

Tell these oleaginous hall monitors of the possible
We’ve only got four IVs for eleven V. I. Lenins
But all we need
Is there in Dufy’s Fairy of Electricity

		*

The hour of asseveration is arrived —
The perduration of perjury:
I tried sacrifice & then indulgence
But my name only moves a few pages back on the list
& weep every morning
When the orange standby of the appliances still burns
& trips the various censors

They’ll shoot you dead in the street for no reason
Nor motive beforehand nor justification after the fact
Make yr will out mate
They know yr names & they know yr faces

Go ahead of the majestic army
Of human thought & aspiration blazing
New & strange paths
A purely decorative camouflage
Masks the spiritual void
You can’t hide that boot print on yr brain

The manifolds of yr many-pleated fear
Sound untold with banned & banded resound

Adhesion
Unimpeachable
Which would you rather be
Inmate or idiot
Abattoir or organ grinder
I’ll pull the wool over yr eyes 
If you blow smoke up my ass
Death can do no more than kill you &
Hey look there
There’s a bit of subculture under yr cuticles

		*

( FOR TEIGE, THE MAN HEART-ATTACKED BY THE SECRET POLICE )



NOTHING BUT NOTHINGNESS

What we touch the hems of
Infinitesimal subdivisions
The ghosts of departed quantities
Scaling down in intensive degree from
Entity to zero
With shadow the permanent rendezvous
Penumbra that defeats any claim to explicit contact

It feels like a weight balanced on the forehead tipping
Misses you the common intimate Word

The increased meaninglessness of a symbol
The expanding of a conceit

Feel themselves drawn toward similar deserts
Repeat their perilous leaps into nothingness

The increased glow of the embers only 
A reflection of the wind from the bellows

Lines that went elsewhere before they went here
A point here that points elsewhere

Unto scissored deletions
Untoward the cutting-out

Spilling glory of Blood’s an-
Aesthetic revelation

Of some easily-seen god
Dies in the doorway &

Attracts flies almost immediately
Content finds the Bible a waste

At the heart of which the noisy engineer
Can be seen extending his hand to old T. S. Eliot

Paper turned to vapor passes
Thru obstacles when the signal is off

Five flies flew from the F-hole
Of a silent violin

Sticks spinning on flat flagstones
Clocks without hand or number 

Tick-tocking in concert
Petrified as perfect mobile

Motile sweeps
Of perfect smile

Music of decided
Disunited time

Proceeds by dilation
The needle pricked in the tyre
The plunger depressed

Applause (mostly mechanical) & an
Other hand for
Hegel’s hands are numberless
Under standing hands that
Could not understand
Practicing the phrenology of spirit &
Firmly determined not to soil themselves
In contact with discouraging reality

Super-vising our buttoning & unbuttoning
His big dumb cow-eye
God keep us from single vision & Von Neumann’s sleep

Pleasure is a late acquisition
Scarcely older than consciousness
It could be done away with as a fluke

Come the call for sensation’s cancellation:
Let all that is sweet be salted
And all that is salty be sugared

Some small furred thing has crawled 
Deep in the works & died
Now its stink is blowing back thru the passages

Vision is a fig leaf on the occult genitals of Death
As if romanticism required monocles
The rattle seduces you & loosens in as it fades

A grassy keep from which queens
Did scream pain in low list
In throes who throws whose throat

Yr bug’s-consciousness streaming
The mere rumor of yr existence—
In many people it is already an impertinence to say ‘I’

Oblivion is the finest fervor
Puts the errata in desiderata
A dial tone in the minds of men



BEING IN NOTHINGNESS

There is a circle whether or no

With a sneeze against it (peculiar heliotropism)
I’ve kept the sacred (without a sound —
The form of What was master here)
The Void — pale-blue sheets the thing we saw
After the metal walls

A capillary tissue which extends
Which guarantees the constant exchange 
That must occur between
Fucking & getting fucked
Metempsychics & physics
Sacred monstrance or
Sacrilegious monster
These formalist games to which thought is molded

At what point is being irreconcilable
With what must continue to be?
These things
Have a disgusting propensity for becoming their opposites

“Being & not being are the same” & yet not quite 
	since the same is another that is like—
	there needs two for a sameness as well as 
	an identity for a difference
Subtle as it may be between a four of two & two,
A four of three & one
Deception & truth go hand in hand not as opposites 
	in a system but at least as the thickness
	made up of a recto & verso together

The difference between actual & 
Maximum-possible entropy 
Which we perceive as order—
The further it is stretched the more violent the eventual correction

We will be dragged back by a doctrine of signatures
This world is no more that alien terror which was taught me
The garden bore the fruit
The whole fruit & nothing but the fruit
Tonic gruel
Tectonic plates have shattered for less & the sun 
	snaps shut on such inanities

On the windbitten inhospitable rock of consciousness
A lichen of conscience has taken hold

A fellow, brief on yr tongue
Spits backward, parches the heart
Proof against the conviction of yr strength
The firmament of yr upset
In strains strewn the world over

Thank you — sorry — please
Amen, ahem



THE MAGDEBURG HEMISPHERES OF ALIENATION

If I stick all my friends with 
Paper swords & it is just pretend
But I never see them again
Can I still count myself among the blameless?

If by guile or enterprise
I endeavor to halve the truth
Prised apart to emancipate its stuttering motor
Like the sour blood sealed between blades of grass
Do I only appear master of what I am mediator?

The glue is easier to unstick than it looks
(Solve et coagula)
Or just as
Picking real lackadaisies
From imaginary care
Keeps me supplied with 
Work so good it’s almost worth sleeping for
Scratches the occidental itch without incident

Can you read a closed book
With pages still uncut?
It can be done but it is difficult, very difficult
So let us go on cultivating fields of error in our brains
What would make an imposition on me is less than so much grass

Now it is possible to learn the technique of love 
By radio courses with no less results
I’ll never see the inside of another annus mirabilis
& turn a new leaf, an
Unbleached recto

There’s something ain’t right with any of this
& I aim to find out what —
But I can forgive (myself) — after all
Some bugs have no wings yet they are perfectly moral
I choose my material & intellectual food
I do not feel my being-a-thing
I am a pretty, clean, mobile thing
I have not foregone love
I love my garbage disposal unit
Aren’t we all
Just carrying prairies?
Just handling corners?

It’s you in the art, it does
Speak of yr double & he shall appear
Listing
But finally OK with Sara Bernhardt’s 
Leg to lean on

At end of day
The rag comes away 
Bearing a greasepaint grimace
& a sinkhole opens under yr boss
But you lose yr car in the rain

(Poems continued from a sequence in progress—see part one)

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